As a child growing up in the Methodist church, I really drank the Kool-Aid. But as I grew older I started to feel depleted by my own doubts and confused by the hypocrisy of those around me on Wednesdays and Sundays. Then questions about death, and specifically the paralyzing fear of Hell, engulfed my life as I became an adult. This zine tells a story about my "fall from Grace" and trying to grapple with what I believe, both in terms of a higher power and what happens after we die.

A .pdf copy of this zine is available upon request